A matter of time

My parents make and still are making the mistake of thinking that their too old for their dreams.

I’m young and I feel the same.

I don’t like to watch movies because their someone’s else story. Same reason why I don’t like reading fiction books.

I can relate to characters, to the plot, the conflict and of course the conclusion but it’s not pure to me. It’s not mine, it’s never done the exact way I want it and I am always a Debbie downer when it comes to that.

I don’t like movies unless they make no sense on the surface; open to interpretations, those are my favorite. Other than that, there’s nothing like a good old comedy to make me laugh.

I bring it up because in elementary school my teacher told me I need to expand my reading with some fiction books. I was one dimensional; that’s how I took what he said but how could I be?

Well I finally found out how that could be.

My biggest fear is that I won’t do all that I want to accomplish. Now I realize if I don’t accomplish what I want, then that means I never really wanted it.