Undeservingly

Stop showering me with praise
Why are you blind
to what I actually am
You're drowning in my manipulation

You don't notice that I am killing you faster.
I am the opposite of an opportunity
I can only guide you to myself
The same self that won't let you open your eyes
To the truth
 
Whatever you may think about me
All of it
Is wrong

I am undeserving
Look at me
I will only teach you the realization of expectation.

Disappointment. Dissatisfied. Contempt.
All I can give you is regret.
I am in my cycle 
I want you to leave
Before you become 

Just another victim.
That I can't help.
No matter, how much I try.

I will be undeserving 
And
You will be unsatisfied.