Shameful

Shame.

I am full of it. How can I stop feeling that? How can I get rid of this baggage? Do I admit it to myself? I admit all of the mistakes and regrets I have. That does not give me any closure.

Do I apologize to the people that I have done wrong? I am sorry to you guys. However, you do not accept my apologies.

I was and maybe still am a person of real disgust. It was not always like that or maybe it was. I make the conscious decision to leave that behind and be the person I want to be.

Still full of shame, I can’t empty it out. How can I leave it behind? I would give anything to tell my past self to do the right thing.

I cannot let it go. Stop asking what to do and what to say because you won’t find the answer talking to your shame.